It has been one of those days….
…a bad mommy day. I admit it. I don’t know where that thin line was when my patience broke.
oh, wait, maybe it was somewhere between non-existent nap-time for the oldest and the early wake up for youngest.
I became the mom I can’t stand…the yelling mom. I try so hard not to…but it happened today.
…all over my boys, they experienced ugly mommy. The worst part? I just finished a Bible study about passing along my faith to my kids. and how they will see through my example of what faith is. What a great way to end the study.
I want to go find a place where I can curl up. Sit in the darkness, recharge, be alone and hopefully come out as a better person. Unfortunately, no place exists here, because one can’t become better when living in a bubble.
Instead, I will climb up in my Father’s lap and lay my head against His chest. I will listen to His heart. I will hear some rebuke, correction, instruction and exhortation. But most of all, I will come away a better person.
Wednesday morning edit: I followed up to my thoughts in a new post this morning.